Hi...My name is Dan...

In Loving Memory of Melanie Christine Cross

I haven’t been here in a long time… And I’m back,but not in the way I wanted…One of my best friends passed away 2 days ago so I thought I would make some kind of memorial for her…Well I can’t talk any more…So here you have it…R.I.P. my angel, you will truly be missed…

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you want to feel
Ill give you anything
To feel it comin
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

Chorus:
I wanna wake up where you are
I wont say anything at all
So why dont you slide

Yeah were gonna let it slide

Dont you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your mom disowned you

Dont suppose Ill ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I cant change
Ill live around it

Chorus

And Ill do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh,may put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh,may do you wanna get married
Or run away

written by
Melanie Christine Cross
( March 17, 1991 - June 2, 2009 )

Hello there again...

Just watched a Gym Class Heroes mini-documentary…I think there’s not a single thing on youtube about them that I didn’t watch…I’m kinda obsessed…But that’s cool…At least I’m not forgeting to feed my dog or fish or stuff like that because my main preoccupation is them…Anyways…They’re inspirational…And I don’t just mean in a kinda way that they make me write,though I haven’t wrote anything here in a long long time…Been kinda busy I guess…But back to the lecture at hand…They inspire me to go outside and live life to the fullest…Clean for 11 months now…Proud of it…I’m just high on life right now…Putting things in perspective again…New projects are starting soon…It’s about time…Things I love still keep me alive…People better get of those stairs cuz I’m coming up top fast…You think you know…but you have no idea…Keeping you on your toes,aren’t I ? haha…I love it…This predicament is soon to be unraveled…Until then stay doing what you’re doing…You do you…I’m a do me…It is what it is… Dan

Bat cave...reloaded...

Yes I was pillmatic. Because…I don’t know why. There was so much I was going thru and I caved in. No time to feel sorry for myself, I got to get back up on that horse. The world is corrupted, I know. Yet I dream of better times. Of a happier place filled with bright lights and colors. With such sweet sounds… Is it possible? Is it achievable? Or am I just another lost dreamer… Can anyone answer that? Asking you for much isn’t nice at all, but asking you to give me yourself is all I think of. Sweat drips of my forehead and drops on the keyboard. I go to wipe it of and there’s a sound. And another, and another. Suddenly I’m making beautiful music. It appears as though I’m happy. Could it be? Could it be that this is the thing I enjoy? …Lyrics just pour out. Could this be it? Could this be the one? Are you eager to understand me? Are you eager to get inside my head? Well I am to get inside yours…It’s almost as if I knew you for ages but…I don’t. Still it feels like it though. I’m exhausted…But look on the bright side…Now I’m out of my bat cave.

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Is she gonna love the font that u chose to use

Or the little red kiss in the top right corner

Slow down man this is serious enough

Paint a picture,give her a present

Don’t forget it has to be something pleasent

Not just corny love quotes

Laying there beside ur passport

In the book u found in the bathroom

While u were puking wodka and red bull

Ur nervous,ok I can imagine

Plus your whole day’s been like a bad luck magnet

Slow down take a breath

Breathe out,there’s not much left

You got the ring in your pocket and you memorised your speech

You’re al set now,There’s no room for defeat

Xmas is coming ?

What’s this? What’s this?
There’s color everywhere
What’s this?
There’s white things in the air
What’s this?
I can’t believe my eyes
I must be dreaming
Wake up, Jack, this isn’t fair
What’s this?

What’s this? What’s this?
There’s something very wrong
What’s this?
There’s people singing songs

What’s this?
The streets are lined with
Little creatures laughing
Everybody seems so happy
Have I possibly gone daffy?
What is this?
What’s this?

There’s children throwing snowballs
Instead of throwing heads
They’re busy building toys
And absolutely no one’s dead

There’s frost on every window
Oh, I can’t believe my eyes
And in my bones I feel the warmth
That’s coming from inside

Oh, look
What’s this?
They’re hanging mistletoe, they kiss
Why that looks so unique, inspired
They’re gathering around to hear a story
Roasting chestnuts on a fire
What’s this?
What’s this?


In here they’ve got a little tree, how queer
And who would ever think
And why?

They’re covering it with tiny little things
They’ve got electric lights on strings
And there’s a smile on everyone
So, now, correct me if I’m wrong
This looks like fun
This looks like fun
Oh, could it be I got my wish?
What’s this?

Oh my, what now?
The children are asleep
But look, there’s nothing underneath
No ghouls, no witches here to scream and scare them
Or ensnare them, only little cozy things
Secure them in their dreamland
What’s this?

The monsters are all missing
And the nightmares can’t be found
And in their place there seems to be
Good feeling all around

Instead of screams, I swear
I can hear music in the air
The smell of cakes and pies
Are absolutely everywhere

The sights, the sounds
They’re everywhere and all around
I’ve never felt this good before
This empty place inside of me has been filling up
I simply cannot get enough

I want it, oh, I want it
Oh, I want it for my own
I’ve got to know
I’ve got to know
What is this place that I have found?
What is this?

Cheat...Pass

You cheated…you passed…I don’t judge you…I don’t even blame you…I understand…It was difficult wasn’t it?…Yeah it was,so you thought what the hell,huh?…That’s exactly what you thought…Who can blame you?…Not me…Cause I know where you’re coming from…You cheated and you passed…Good for you…Good for us all…I mean…Isn’t it?